Do you ever wonder what it sounds like when your coffin closes
When your put into the ground with a bunch of roses
Everyone around keeps on crying
Its like everyone around them keeps on dying
Everyone has tears but one person has a grin
Because they know something good is happening once again
They know that I'm getting out of this horrible place
And floating up to heaven with elegance and grace
Everyone is telling my mother sorry about her loss
Showering her with kisses and getting flowers from her boss
But she knows that she didn't lose me
I'm around even though you can't see
God has me now under his wing
Everyday I can hear the angel's sing
I'm now in paradise with all my loved ones who passed away
I now have happiness everyday
No more hating myself or cutting my wrist
I don't have to go through any of this
No more broken hearts and sobbing tears
No more drowning in a ocean with my fears
No more watching the news and being depressed
I don't have to try anymore because everyone is impressed
No more struggling with school
Or trying to fit in to be cool
No more trying to be perfect and beautiful
Or being picked on and people being cruel
Its ok to show the real you upstairs
You can be a total dork and no one cares
No more of those warm tears falling from my eyes
And my cheek getting cold from all the cries
No more covering my feelings up with this fake laugh
Or worrying about going down the wrong path
So as you can see the story doesn't end here
Death isn't the end so don't let that be your fear
