I feel so lost, i feel so scared. But what I want most doesn't even care. In my mind i wanna be home, but in my heart i am too far gone. I no longer feel wanted but I want everyday. What do i go and do? What is the price I have to pay? To bring you back to me? It hurts me so much longing for your touch. The touch that got lost, the touch that scared you off. I will sit and wonder If you will ever understand? Or even how it felt? "How scared and alone" you made me feel when you left....
