Im scared and i cant do this alone

Red from cutting you.
and blue from telling lies.
cause I’m sick of the stabbing,
I’m sick of the breaking,
I’m sick of the bleeding until we fall down.
sick of this circle of death,
that we dance through again and again.
Just lay me in the ground.
Let's fall asleep together, hold me darling,
because I’m scared, and I can't do this alone.