Confused

Confused,scared,alone
My path is all darkness, no light has shone.

When my heart is tore
I can't take no more.

I don't know why I feel this way
I feel like this everyday.

I thought growing up would be fun
Now I cry when the day has just begun.

I don't understand.Can you explain to me?
I must be blind,cause I can't see.

When the sun goes down will I still be there?
Wondering how,what why,when where?

I must be insane
Everything must've shut off in my brain.

I miss what I do not know
Everyone must be up high and me down low.

What will make this go away?
Maybe I just had a really bad day.