Dear Nelson,

I loved you,
Even when we were through.
I thought you loved me too.

When you lied & cheated
That wasn’t the thing I needed

For you I would have done anything,
Because everything was blurring.

Your promises mean nothing to me anymore
My heart is sore.

You broke it once , then you broke it again.
I knew I shouldn’t date freshman.

Every time they break my heart,
I should have been smart.

You told me I was different,
But I was just you little cunt.

That you could brag about ,
So your friends wouldn’t doubt.

You had a b**ch
But don’t worry I am no snitch.

You go have fun with your white girls.
Send their life into hurricane whirls.

I admit I never want to let go.
Although if I don’t my life is going to
become one big deathblow

Or maybe that’s an understatement
But that’s for your judgment.

You held a special place in my heart,
From the very start.

Now there is a big hole
Where there was my heart and soul.

I wanted you to be by my side,
But you’d rather go on a joyride

With those white w*ores
That you just adore.

If I am wrong
Then I shouldn’t have
cried all night long

3 weeks from now please don’t
Say your sorry,
Just because you are horny.

I’ve tried to keep my cool,
But you’ve been so cruel.

I thought we were good together,
Though that was just the glamour.

I guess I don’t need a man,
That’s where all my problems began.

I should have known
You had no backbone.

When will you realize
That you need to revise
What you theorized.

In time I would like to
become good friends
But that all depends

On when you learn to
become a real man
Who has a plan.

Because that’s someone
I can count on to knows reality
From fiction.
I will never forget your face,
Not even your embrace.

You had me mesmerized
But that was just a disguise.

I’ve remained faithful
You obviously find that too
Dreadful.

Coming back to you
was a gamble,
Though one I thought
I could handle.

I would have put everything at stake,
I soon leaned what a fool I would make.

I love you Nelson,
Even when my heart
Remains broken.