I am so lost,
Inside my own head.
Running in circles-
I'm nearly dead.
I really do love him,
I really do care,
But the way it's going,
Am I treated fair?
He thinks that I'm cheating,
He doesn't know how I feel.
I love so much,
But he doesn't think that it's real.
Should I just give up?
Is this a losing game?
Should I push away,
Before I fell ashamed?
I feel so stupid,
I know it's not right.
I'm begining to wonder,
Is it worth the fight?