Wading in a pool of my deepest fears
Existing in a broken world of tears
Walking down an avenue of heartbreak
Listening to the song of my broken life
Watching myself living a lie
Submerging myself in silence
My everyday life
Swallowing pills to end it all
Drowning myself in a bathtub
Jumping off the highest building
Cutting until I run dry
Stabbing right through my hollow heart
Thinking of you
Suicide is bliss
Choking on my words
Trying to tell someone I need help
I want help
I want this to end
Is suicide really the answer?
Is my life that bad?
Yes
The teasing
The heartbreak
The hurting
The laughing
The fighting
The yelling
I can’t take it anymore
Giving up
I surrender
Take me away
To a hopefully better place
What if that place isn’t better?
What if it’s worse?
How do I escape a “perfect†world?
Run
Scream
Jump
Shout
Cut
Destroy
Help me.
Anyone.
