Suicidal it’s the word I couldn’t get out of my head
Every thing in my mind every thing you said
They days I spent full of hate unable to forgive
I locked my feelings up just to stay alive
I found someone new
That’s all because of you
I hope you found some one for your love
That makes you feel you’re high above
I really hate what you did to me
And that you couldn’t see
But I don’t need you any more
This is not just to settle the score
You had your chance more then enough
I guess it’s just tough
When it came to you understanding me
You seem to have lost the key
The one to open my heart
Maybe you never had it right from the start
My baby now holds it close
So who do I love the most
Lost along the cost of my thoughts