My Dying Sun

So it comes down to this…
Nothing makes sense to my heart anymore…
I miss the simplicity of all that was…
When I was young within my mind.

Heaven’s gone…not an option now…
I find myself so far below…
Hidden in the crushed embers of ashes…
Never to see the sun again…

No……
It’s down to this…
I have to understand what I have done…
I find myself below in the chasm of helplessness…
Never to see the sun again…

I’ve lost it…
The will to live…
Nothing makes sense anymore…
And I am bleeding to death…

A simple walk into the woods…
And I was swept away with my memories…
My tears held me under…
Never to see the sun again…

I cannot miss what I never had…
But I miss the flavor of the sun’s rays…
I am hidden underneath my burdens…
I cannot see the light, because of my calm fear.

Heaven is gone…it is not an option now…
I find myself so far below…
Hidden in the crushed embers of ashes…
Never to see the sun again…

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