Losing it all

I lost him not even for a day
Just a few hours
I died inside
my heart became broken
They told me I could have better
that I was prettier then her
That I could any guy I wanted
and that it wouldn't be a problem
they said he was a jerk
that he didn't deserve me
I didn't believe them
but yet I still listened
I cried for hours
till no tears would flow
I wanted to die
and it didn't need to be slow
I wanted to see him
I needed to know
If this rumor was true
or if it was just a show
I couldn't help it
I felt sick and sad
angry and tired
I wanted him so bad
I need his love
I wanted to live by his touch
Give to his cause
Earn his love
And be touched by no other
I saw it slip away
I saw it go right to hell
I couldn't look at anything
with out seeing him too
The rumor proved false
But yet I'm still hurt
I went threw hell
and saw to much
she wants him
And part of him wants her too
But I would be lost with out him
And she can make
I cant live a day
Hes my truly deep love
Hes my prince charming
I want to hold him
With out fighting
He doesn't kiss me the same way now
He leaves before curfew
he rather do homework
then kiss my cheek
I dint know if well last
But I hope and pray
And for an atheist this is rare
especially for me