Suicide part1.

i was frozen standing there
time went by slowly
i didn't no what was going on
i felt like no one noticed me

historically staring into nothing
it felt like i was dreaming
i swore i heard this sound
like i was screaming

all i remember is crying as hard as i ever have
and then passing out
i forgot where i was
and what it was about

i also remember seeing him
standing with another girl
telling her he loved her
more then the whole entire world

this guy brought me too see him
just to break my heart
telling her he loved her in front of me
tore my world apart

the next thing i new i had the knife
i held it in my hand
looking at my wrist
thinking no one understands

i pressed the blade as hard as i possibly could
onto my arm
i prayed to god please let this
be the last time i use self harm

i could feel the aching pain on my wrist
i fell onto the ground
i was screaming so hard inside
but i didn't make a sound

i woke up in the hospital
sitting on a patients bed
my mom stated to cry
no words she never said

the only thing i heard her say
was i love you so much
I'm sorry that you do this
these words aren't anything or enough

-Suicide-

-not over part two coming sometime