My After Life

Crush my lungs and make me bleed
I won't breathe but it's okay...
My life isn't what i need
Your love is what i lost when you left me

Suffocate me in my sleep
You'll still be my angel when i awake
There is no need for me in this life
Trying to save me now would be a mistake..

All these people surrounding me live so easy
When there's nothing left on this earth for me
It only gets worse when i inhale to breathe
Knowing i won't be alive to see next week

Dying of a disease with no cure
Not knowing why i hold onto life anymore

You're everything i lived for but now you're gone
Everything was so right, what ever went wrong

But nothing matters after tonight
Because death is the only thing i've done right

If there is a life after this...
The one i live now wouldn't be missed

I can't ever remember being hugged or kissed
But when you're not loved those things don't exist

I'm tired of being alone with no more tears to cry
I'd rather die than live a life with no one by my side

I'll fade away from you like raindrops
To remember me, a rainy day is all you'll need
I'll be around but you can't find me
But I'll come back for you when i leave