The Tracks upon me

My arms are cut to ribbons
I hate the pain of life
The only thing that eases me
Is the cool blade of the knife

The crimson colour flows
From the slashes in my skin
I'm not just releasing blood
I'm releasing the pain within

Please don't take the knife away!
I need it don't you see!?!
You don't understand this feeling!
All the pain inside of me!!

I've got tracks upon my arms
The memories of lonely nights
All the battles that I've had
My pain and I's constant fights

You have taken my knives away
But refused to take the pain
All my sorrow locked tight inside
Nothing to lose, everything to gain