Suicide

Suicide used to feel like an option but now its really not
for some people in this world I'm the best friend that they've got
I've felt the desperation, continuing day on day
but suicide isn't an option, there has to be another way
I slice my own skin to feel the rush of blood
but suicide, do it to my friends and family?
I don't think I could
I've felt that alone, lying here in the night
but I couldn't give someone I love such a painful sight
I've hurt so much I've wanted to die,
and the pain it rises, and I cry
but to those around me suicides a selfish way out
I'd rather carry on with the pain, the hate, the self doubt

I'll be here for you shell
I wouldn't put you through that hell
and I'd turn to you

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