Numb

I start thinking of you
I drink another one
the pain is going away
my whole body is numb

You told me you loved me
but it turned out you lied
I didn’t want to go
I never wanted to say good-bye

You said you’d be there
so why’d you go away?
you left without warning
and nothing to say

Now thanks to you
I’m drinking away the pain
I’m constantly cutting myself
and going insane.

but one day it’ll get better
and my heart will beat again
one day all the pain you’ve caused me
and all these scars will mend

but until that day comes
I’ll drink another one
till the pain goes away
and my body is numb