You Never Know

When will it end, when will this all of this just end, and go away

time is not going to last forever, today seems shorter then yesterday

no one knows how much time they really have, so how would you spend your life

to the fullest, drinking at parties, have sex, and running home to release the pain no one sees with your knife

the common majority of people do this now, should i join in, just because they all do this

why should i hide my life again and again, hide my pain, all the things in this world that cause me so much bliss

i don't want to hide, but i have to, because todays world will hurt you if you don't, but I'm hurting already don't you see

no one really knows how long we really have here, there is no time of death, i can die in my sleep or as soon as i push send, but at least, at least ill be free