A Relationship Gone Wrong

He makes me feel so bad
Sometimes I forget about what I had
I miss him so much
I can't stand not having his touch

He put excitement in my life
Boy do I wish I was his wife
I was going to fast
Now what am I going to do about my past

I can't fix the way he feels
I hope I'll be able to heal
I wish I could go on
I want to be gone

I will never be the same
I will never have that fame
So I went into my room
It's almost like a tomb

I hate everything that happened ro me
Once I do this I'll be able to flee
Flee from this boy
And I know I'll have so much joy

So as I cut into my wrist
My hand automatically makes a fist
I hope I die
So I can spread my wings and fly