I want us, now

I came to a realisation last night
And I cried the whole night through
You’ve got to listen to what I say
Every word I speak is true.

I was thinking about you as always
But something was different, something new
I saw my life and what I wanted
And all I saw was you.

I’d give up everything I have
Get down on my knees and plead
I want you to be mine forever
You’re all I want, all I need.

I don’t want to have to wait
I don’t want to hang on to maybe
I want it now, I want my dream
I want you to call me your baby.

I’m crying now, just thinking
I know we’d be good together
I know that we would last
I want us, you and me, forever.

We’re getting on well right now
And I know you don’t want to spoil it
But I cant pretend anymore, just waiting
Please try to understand a bit.

I’ve put this in a poem
So I could try and explain
Put all my thoughts and feelings together
I couldn’t say all this again.

To tell you this yourself
Would have been more fair on you
But putting it in a poem
Was hard enough for me to do.

I’m sorry I’m making this hard
But this is just how I feel
When I think of you with her
It doesn’t seem right, doesn’t seem real.

The feeling I get when I think of her
I feel like she’s taken what’s mine
Selfish, I know and totally unfair
But it hurts me so bad inside.

She doesn’t know how lucky she is
You’re probably thinking how should you know
Does she feel empty when she’s away from you
Does she feel pain when you have to go.

I would appreciate you so much
I’d never hurt you or cause you pain
I would do anything for you, my love
And I’d be truly happy again.

Do you love her the way you love me
Does she make you complete
Do you love everything about her
Is she perfect, head to feet.

She doesn’t need you, not like I do
I need you so much, please
I don’t know what I’m asking of you
Yet still I’m here, on my knees.

I want you, only you
And I want to call you mine
I want us to be together
Until the end of time.

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