My weakness

I watched you go through so much.
Even though i never really was there.

It hurt so much to be able to do
nothing but sit around and stare.

I should have been with you more,
to show you how much i cared.

But i couldn´t, i was weak,
and lost in my own dispare.

I should have been braver,
instead of being so scared.

I hope someday you can forgive me,
for i doubt i ever can.