The Misery You Do Not See

I smile as if nothing is wrong infront of you
Because I do not want you to see my misery too
You do not even know half the S|H|I|T I been through
Because I hide them all away from you

I do not want you to be worried about me
All the pani and misery inside of me, I do not want you to see
So you think I have no problems and you think I am always happy
But you do not know half the story

To me, it feels as if things are not the way they were before
You do not know it but I cry as soon as you walk out the door
I really want to get over this sadness, I do not want to cry no more
But I just can not get over the fact that you would rather be with that W|H|O|R|E

And you do not see my broken heart
And you do not see how I am falling apart
And you do not see how you hit me like a dart..

You do not know that I have broken dreams
This world is not as beautiful as it seems

My heart will never mend
When I need you as more than just a friend.