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by SarahBeth Oct 5, 2003 category : Love, romance / rekindled love
I cried every night Knowing he wasn't mine They told me to hang on They said just give it time I didn't know what to do To make my baby come back home I never really understood Why he had gone We were together for awhile For almost a year And it really broke my heart When I thought he didn't care I really did love him And it hurt me to let him go He was my entire life He completely filled my soul I went through so much Just to be with him I let my family down Over and over again I wanted him to realize That he had made a mistake I wanted him to miss me I wanted his heart to break He went on with his life F*cking any trick he could He said he didnt love me And that he was done for good So, I stopped the phone calls He didnt see me anymore I completely let go I didnt go knocking on his door Yeah, it broke my heart And at night, I sometimes cried But I couldnt beg him back This time I'd keep my pride Two weeks slowly passed Since he'd heard my voice I didnt make him walk away He knew he had a choice I came home one day And checked my caller i.d. And there was his number Right in front of me Why had he called me What did I do now The only time he ever called Was when he wanted to yell I didnt call him back Even though I wanted to That boy doesnt even realize What he puts me through He heard I met someone else Who held me while I slept And I know that it hurt him Because my baby wept He didnt tell anyone And I wasnt supposed to see He thought that I was gone Because I said that I would leave I stood there in tears Watching my baby's eyes I've never seen him so hurt It was the first time I saw him cry I stood there wondering As I watched him on the couch What went through his mind The moment he found out I called him the next day Pretending I was fine Just to see how he was doing Just to kill some time I didnt know what to say Or how he would react I didnt know if he'd talk Or if he'd even open up his mouth But to my suprise The first thing that he said Was baby I miss you And Im sorry for what I did I guess my friends were right They told me just give it time Make him realize what he lost While pretending I was fine