I sit on my bed with nothing to say,
suicide on my mind, I lost it all today
as I hold the glass in my hand and cut my wrists
while I watch the blood flow
I know its not enough,
Enough to stop my pain and watch This world fade away
I sit there and wonder why, why did the world do this to me and leave me all alone
it put all theses scars upon my arms
while I watched them bleed,
I'm so numb now I can't feel the pain anymore
I wait for the blood to drain free
free from this body and this hateful world..
All the pain I had was to much..
and now I sit here waiting for it all to go away
and to be put to rest
with all these black wings upon my grave
from all those I could of helped
if only someone knew,
knew my pain and what I felt
I sit upon my floor and stare at the ceiling
with my floor covered in blood
every things fading and not being so clear
i remember his voice and all out memories
but they are slowly fading away
as i lie here
soon to be dead
watching my life just flash by my eyes
i wish you knew how much I loved you
But the world left me alone and cold
So now I have to say good-bye
