What's Next...?

Looking all around thinking is this yet...?
Own life starting to move
Trying to develop within every awaken
Embracing every morning filled with surprises
Ought times feeling so scared to move from your shell

Fear has came within my heart
Beating as though someone is right behind me
Wanting to torture & kill me with one slice of my neck
All I would know is that I'm over with my physical appearance
Now it's my spirit that lives & sees through the others

I have bared throughout so much
Living with every tear I take
Soul yells for help
No one isn't here to stop the pain
To stop the problems that increased
Feeling as I'm changing into something...
Intense of a change of evil,
Crudity breaks to show itself!

What's next might it be?

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