My mind

How can I ask you for forgiveness?
Will you just forget my mistake?

I live everyday with that in my mind
Cannot undo what I did
Cannot erase what happened
My mind is not quiet or still

There are ghosts living in my head
They don’t leave me alone.
I’m disturbed.
Cannot see you in the eye
Without remembering what occurred.

I treated you so bad
I said non-sense to you
I acted like a stupid
And made you feel all down

You didn’t deserve it
You are always so happy
And because of my stupidity
You felt dejected

And now I’m asking for forgiveness
Because I know that if I lose YOU
I will lose everything

How could I be such a fool?