I Can't Be With You

I can't be with you
words I thought I'd never say
you broke my heart too
never thought I'd see the day

you are the love of my life
the one that lifted my spirits
you are the one that lied..
the one that took my heart and broke it

Well you're now gone
tears gathered up inside
but I didn't show it at all
simply turn and hide

oh each day I'm falling farther
it should be easier now
it shouldn't be getting harder
I just keep falling down

Take me away from this
I don't wanna see you anymore
Oh I remember our first kiss
I don't wanna it remember anymore

But only you I love
only you I cared about seemingly
only you I thought of
yet only you could hurt me so deeply

I should have listen to the voices
telling me it will not work
but I wanted to follow my heart
even though the path was wrong

what I wouldn't give
having you back in my arms to hold
what I wouldn't give
to hear your gentle voice on the phone
what I wouldn't give
to see your smile mesmerizing me
what I wouldn't give
to feel your heartbeat against me

every night I cry myself to sleep
I dream of the days of you and me
wishing you would walk through the door
but I'm let down and my heart mourns

You were the love of my life
the one that lifted my spirits
you were the one that lied..
the one that took my heart and broke it

I want so badly to be with you
I want so badly to hear those words "I love you"
I want this but I know it won't come true
I still can't believe it but.. I can't be with you

-"it's not good to say, but even though I'm not with you, I will always love you Auliya."