Kinda like a sad movie

My life is kinda like a sad movie
Those one that are black and gray
Where loved ones die day after day
The pain never leaves, even if you pray

But sad movies will someday end
While mine will always replay
Why do failures always stay?
And successes soon decay?

Bad memories corrupt my mind
Of when I was betrayed
And dark night when I was afraid
Wishing someone would come to my aid.