Watch as the tears fall
Watch me as I cry
Watch the emptiness fill my soul
As I decide to die.
Watch as I find the knife
Watch as I press the blade firmly upon my skin
Watch as the blood trickles down my arm
As I have these feelings within.
Watch as the blade drops
Watch as I cover up the sins
Watch as I beg for forgiveness
To the ones above who will love me in the end.
Watch as the tears fall
And watch me as I cry
Watch as happiness enters my soul
Because I don’t want to die.