Itz not a bruise

My life has changed
and so has everything in it
but I'm still here standing
i haven't yet quit

i must admit
that I'm not far away
i cant stand all this s**t
i no longer want to stay

things have happened
that cant be taken back
unforgivable things
the reasons i really lost track

i cant bare to think about them
but its all i seem to do
it all my worst nightmares in one
and they're slowly coming true

it haunting me inside
but i cant explain
no-one can see whats happening
its a mental pain

people say its bruising
and they will fade and go away
but i know they're permanent scars
and they're forever going to stay