It's hard without you ..

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It's hard without you..
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Death reaches out to me
Softly takes my hand
Whispers I don't have to fear
I don't have to understand

Shadows close my tearful eyes
Is this the end of misery?
Could my darkness turn to light?
Would my blindness make me see?

Letting go all the ones I loved
Leaving all the fakes smiles behind me
This is my chance to start all over
My turn to break free

I always pictured us together
As we cry, and as we die
But fighting the pain with you by my side
Will never be more than just another try

Letting you go, never was an option
To break free with you was just an illusion
While I was too busy to fake smiles
Sadness was only made by my own confusion

Maybe I'm just not ready to know the truth
Cause I'm still used to all the lies
Maybe I'm just not ready to shine with you
Cause I'm still used to a heart that cries

But I'm going downward these days,
Breaking down every night
And what's darkening me now
Is what used to be my light

Guiding stars keep falling
Am I really meant to fail?
I'm about to break again
My heart has never been so frail

Without you, I am nothing
I'm even less, than I was before
Trying so hard, I really am

But I don't think I can live like this anymore ..

° It's Hard Without You °

[ I still love you .. I always will.. ]