No one understands how hard it has to be,
no one understands how hard it is to be me,
the only thing that makes me happy is when i bleed,
the knife on my arm,
in place you cant see,
I'm hurting so bad,
y doesn't god just sacrifice me??
all my world is gone my love & my life! my daddy is no longer here so i take all my pain away with this knife!
i look back on the scars and ask GOD y does it have to be me??
no one understands,
yet no one has ever tried!
no one can ever help me now I'm ruined for the rest of my life!!!
if you want to help y didn't u years ago??
life isn't so great now,
I'm living all alone,
in this nasty cold world,
I'm sitting here all on my own!!
I'm down to the bone,
no longer any flesh,
so y don't i put all my pain to rest!!!