How

How can I help them to say goodbye
When I want to break down and cry
How do I hide my feelings that are so strong
When I know crying in front of them is so wrong

How can I tell them you're in a better place
When I can't take their pain or fill the space
How can I help everyone go on with their lives
When I have to listen to their sobering cries

How so I show them it's okay to be sad
When I can't do anything else except stay mad
How can I help them to finally let go
When I can't help but let my emotions show

How can I act like everything is fine
When I didn't even see a single warning sign
How can I hide all the tears I shed
When I can't go on living because Sam is dead.

**about my best friend, Sam who committed suicide because of a girl who he thought didn't love him back, but little did he know that he was the love of her life...until he died**