Lately

I know I've been a bit weird,
Seemed a bit off then OK the next.
I'm not sure myself whats wrong,
Maybe its the stresses I'm facing,
The highs, the lows life brings.
I'm sorry if I've ever pushed you away.
I'm not used to sharing with others, and I may seem to selfish to some,
But confidence doesn't come easily,
And really I'm still a little girl inside.
I want things how they used to be,
But now because of me, I don't think that'll ever be.
You have you're life to lead, I have my own.
You're somebody amazing,
you don't need me dragging you down.
I just want to apologize for how I've been lately,
But don't worry, soon I'll just fade away,
and before you realize I'll only be part of your memory.