Hey Brandi how are you today? Me I guess I'm okay.
You know the days I treat you like Shir t I really don't mean
to be such a selfish bitc h. You know if you could be
in my world I bet you would want out.
It's as if I have these emotions but I can't explain
they won't really come out. You know the times
you see me cry I wish you wouldn't I know
it hurts to watch when I cry.
Sometimes when I do that I don't want you there
it saddens me even more than you would even
understand to bare. Sometimes I wanna hold you
tight... but to me it just doesn't seem right.
I've written poems to you before but not one like
this. I'm talking sister to sister try to understand this.
Sometimes I seem as if I'm not willing to go on.
Like i just wanna suffocate... or not even move on.
There are time where I wanna die but those
thoughts I regret your one that keeps me going
on when my life seems like a major threat.
I always love you and I don't wanna see you hurt.
Sometimes I'm not as strong as I wish...I feel
as if I let you down and all of it is shit t.
I wake up every morning to a brand new day...
and because of you you really make it worth while
each and everyday.... Yes you make me happy
more than words can say.
But i really am sorry when i hurt you some days....
But hey don't worry what are sisters for....
Smile for me at least... and don't worry if
I'm hurt I rather hurt than you....
I love you more by far....
* I dedicate this to my little sister Brandi I have another sister but I don't get along with her like I do with Brandi.... I never ask this but please consider rating and commenting on my poem to see how well I did and what to do to make it better thanks.... Britney*
