Torn between Two

This one is for you *KeLsO*

When everything seems so perfect
When everything is going right
I hurt myself all in just one night
I was feeling you for a few months
Then it went down hill
My feelings for my ex are starting to kill.. I know I cant have both of you and I know this cant be right I know that I will have to make this decision for everything to be alright
For this is not the only thing I have going wrong in my life there is so much drama it couldn't even be cut with a knife..People are just crazy for the things they say and do some don't even know me at least not like you..I try not to cry I hide my feelings deep down inside and then I think about my life and then it comes from the side.. My stomach starts to turn and my face begins to burn I feel like I'm getting sicker and then I fall and turn..I lay in my bed not a word to my parents is said I try to sleep but these feelings are just too deep.. So when someone can help me and tell me what is right then maybe I will start to fall asleep tonight..
©...Melly...