I'm So Idiotic

Now I f**ked up,
Even worse than before.
My dad's downstairs crying,
I'm a dumb stupid horror.

He just wants what's best,
For a F**k-Up like me.
I'm so idiotic.
How could i not see.

I've had a bad year,
I've said some mean stuff.
It's just how I felt.
I've now had enough.

Now I want to die,
Maybe I'll slit my wrist.
Get a gun and some bullets,
I'll give it a twist.

When dad stops his crying,
Wipes away his last tear.
I'll go say I'm sorry,
Then go end my year.

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Sorry for the spelling of "horror"...It's all I was allowed to put in.

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