X*.Missing You.*X

In my room is where I feel safe
So I sit there all alone
Trying so hard not to cry
While keeping it all inside

I'm lost and I'm lonely
Feel like I got nowhere else
Just like I'm locked away
Locked, inside myself

I got all these memories
Floating inside of my mind
I just want them to disappear
So I can get on with my life

Your voice rings in my ears
Sometimes its all that's there
Its what makes me remember
Remember, what it was like before

Before when I touched you
I was filled with love
But now when I see your face
I get filled with sadness

When I hear our song
I get all overwhelmed inside
Feels like im crashing down
Down, into nothingness

When people say your name
It breaks my heart
Cause it reminds me of when
I followed it with an I love you

I hate it when I see couples together
Cause I want it to be you and me
Want us to walk down the street
While tightly holding hands

All of this stuff bothers me
It makes me sit here by myself
And want to let it all out
Yell and scream, kick and cry

Eventually it wont hurt anymore
But I know it will always be apart of me
From now until the end of time
I'll always be missing you.