Im sorry (not the greatest title but oh well)

I know what they say.
i get it every day.
its not new to me.
i really don't want to be.

I'm sorry if you care,
just please don't stare.
i cant take it anymore,
I've turned into such a |w|h|o|r|e|.

they say it to fit in,
they always make me sin.
i will go deeper next time,
and next time i WONT be just fine.

I'm sorry that you know,
in pain my wrist glows.
i cant be a happy girl,
when everything i do just makes my mind swirl.

its time for me to go,
in a painful way, and slow.
this time i went too deep,
they will find my body in a heap.

i will have a note,
inside my coat.
i hope you can forgive me,
and love me even when i cannot be.