Lies

You said you'd never do it,
and yet you hide the scars.
you said you'd not throw up food,
you missed that promise by far.
you told me not to worry,
said you'd be OK.
but you seem to forget,
that i worry everyday.
all the promises you make,
you never seem to keep.
your bulimic and you cut yourself,
than you cry yourself to sleep.
what happened to the promises,
that you always made?
the ones where every things OK,
and things would never fade.
why do you do these things,
and go against your word?
your truths are turning into lies,
lies just so absurd.
i used to hope and used to think,
that you would be alright.
but now i know my little sis,
cuts herself at night.
you tell me you'll be just fine,
but i know that its a lie.
your attitude is changing,
and your mad when i ask why?
but I'm your bigger sister,
i always take the blame.
i was always there for you,
when dad had switched our names.
you always would promise,
you'd not put yourself in pain.
but you lied, it isn't fair,
your cheating in liefs game.
everything you tell me,
runs through my head.
every lie shows me,
you'd rather be dead.
you say its not my fault,
and though its what you say.
you don't understand,
that you hurt me everyday.
people always feel for you,
when your feeling bad.
they expect me to know whats wrong,
when your looking sad.
you said you wouldn't do this,
bleed in tearful beds.
i guess i shouldn't believe you,
for lies are all thats said.

*i wrote that for my sis*