I am Nobody

I don't exist anymore. No one really sees me. I am lost to the victim of reality. I don't match you, or anyone or anything. My words can be harsh and ugly, but to you or anyone else, they will have no meaning, nothing at all. You don't know me, I don't know me. No one knows me at all. It's like I'm less then nothing. But I'm here, breathing and living. WHY? the knife hasn't come through, Not even enough to scratch. NO. thats all i hear. I can't depend on anyone. they say i care about you, and i love you, but they don't know.they don't know who i am, what i like, or anything that matters. No one listens to me anymore. I say something, and its not even enough to turn a head. I am nothing to everyone. I am nothing to myself. I talk, but it doesn't mean anything. i sing, but theres no substance, but, where am i?