There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
it floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself ever thing is OK!
But who am i fooling?
Then i burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much to weak,
When i try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this how i feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as i said "This is how i feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thoughts go wild,
and here i am only a child.
If only you knew what i thought,
If only you knew what i fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal,
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Pleas don't give up on me!
One day i will always make you smile!
Love,
Your Child
