When he called i was so glad,
but what he said made me really sad.
I really liked him alot no lie,
and when he dumped me i just wanted to break down and cry.
He said he'd hoped I'd understand.
I was thinking in my head "I'll really miss holding his hand."
But i said "I do..."
Even though it wasn't true.
He said that he had to go
and i simply said "oh..."
Then he said "good-bye"
and I said "why?"
he told me again that he had to go
then quietly softly i said "no....."
i said "please tell me what did i do"
then he said "it was all me not you."
once again he said "I really gotta go."
so then i told him "well, i really need to know."
so he said he'd never liked me and never will
but even so i liked him still
right after that i hung up the phone,
and sat up in my room all alone.
Then i broke out into tears,
and made love and getting hurt two of my biggest fears.
I threw away all the gifts he had given me
and tried to forget everything we used to be.
Erased all the memories from my head,
and layed there crying on my bed.
I can't believe I was such a fool.
The bad thing is that I have to see him tomorrow at school.
It feels like someone is stabbing my heart with a knife,
but as they say the most unfair thing is life.
Obviously all this to him was just a game
and because of him, and what he did i will never again be the same...
