How I Feel

I feel so weird around you
And I hope you feel the same way too
I don't know where we stand
Falling in love wasn't part of the plan

You came as a big shock to me
How dense can you be not to see?
It's getting harder to hide how I feel
Around my heart, I must create a wall of steel

I don't want to let you in
If I do, my heart will win
I'm scared of how much I care for you
I wish these feelings weren't true

I tried to hide wherever I can
Knowing this wasn't part of the plan
You weren't supposed to mean this much to me
This wasn't how it was supposed to be

Yet I need to tell you these words
Hoping that I'll be heard
I love you
And I hope you do too