I will not cry for him
I wont let myself do it
My tears are not to be wasted for him
And not neither will my fears for his ears
Ive been down this lonely road before
And I hate it
I just wanted to be happy
I was tired of being sad
My life was becoming worth while
and now I'm empty inside
My souls been threw to much
My heart broken to many times
I don't want to do this again
I just want to die
because I already did inside
Everyone knew it was going to be a failed relationship
I even saw it so clear
I denied the facts
And put on my rose colored glasses
I saw a pretty world
But it didn't see me
I cant eat
and I can help bet just sleep
There I can fight the pain by not living it
There I am loved
By someone other then a friend
I will not cry one tear for him
It wasn't my fault he cheated
Everyone hates him
Even his best friend
I cant stop thinking about how he used me
And I cant stop seeing him everywhere
And I cant stop seeing him with her
Kissing her
while I was in the suburban
With my dark tented windows disguising my face and making me a shadow
But still I won't cry for him
