Can't Pretend

I can't pretend that it doesn't bother me when your with her over there
I can't play it off like I don't care
I can't pretend that I don't have feelings for you anymore
That your not the one I love cause you always were
I can't pretend that I'm happy without you
Because without ya I don't know what to do
I can't pretend that when your close I don't have the butterflies
And all the bad things I told you were lies
I can't pretend that your not the one I need
You really never made me that mad or caused so much greed
I can't pretend that I moved on and that I'm over you
Because my love for you just grew
I can't pretend that I don't think about you every day
I would be with you if I had it my way
I can't pretend the I dont smile when your around
I get speechless and I cant make a sound
I can't pretend that your not my world and my everything
Because what ever I want in life you always bring

*THIS IS HORRIBLE I KNOW!!! Im not in one of those writing moods...I really need to fix it sorry for the bad write it one of my worst*