My bad dream

I was dreaming
dreaming of the water
and i was swimming in a river
and i saw you

you were falling
i didnt care
you were drowning
just like me when u left me

it felt so real
it helped my pain watching you suffer
until you morphed into my best friend
and i had to save you

i was to late
i was to careless
i was not fast enough
i was scared

when i woke i was sweating
that dream was all to real
so i called you to tell you
you mom answered

she went to get you
but you would not wake
you wouldnt budge
she told me this

i ran over
you my best friend
you were dead
i cried and cried

the doctor said
it was like you drowned to death
i looked at the doctor
i ran out and cried

till this day i do not rject
to help anyone
or anything

* not true but it hit me for some reason so i wrote about it!