Just another day

Another day, another cut
Another chapter of life gets shut
Everyones blind, no one sees
Today I lost a part of me.

Another piece of heart breaks away
I need you here, but you won't stay
I know its wrong, but theres nothing else
Its the only way I can slip into myself

I know I promised I'd stop this madness
But it's the only way to numb the sadness
The only reason I'm still alive
Is because I promised U I'd survive

Its been hard, but someday I'll cope
I'm learning to deal with the fading hope.
Until then, I'll keep making the marks
With my knife, alone in the dark

I'm OK- I've learned to hide
All the pain I feel inside
I hide the marks with my sleeves
Don't worry, I'm not gonna leave

Like I said, I'll learn to deal
Its just so hard to believe this is real
Don't worry about me, the blade no longer hurts
I can't feel it- cuz heart break is the worst