I thrive on Pain

Always thinking and wondering why
Can't sleep, afraid to die.
Live for love, thrive on pain
Need to stop before I go insane
I need this feeling to shoot me up
Adrenaline pouring into my cup
Need to feel the downward crash
Feels like my hit just hit the dash
*Pain's* my drug, brings ups and downs
*Love's* my addiction, smiles to frowns
Natural high, unlike anything else.
A feeling I could never give myself.