Angels in heaven

Shane,
I know you died at a very young age,
your tidy ways,
that beautiful smile,
always cheered up my day.
You played the bass drum,
the heart of the band,
You watched us cry,
you always would try.
The good die young,
It was to early.
your only fifteen.
i miss you so much,
you were my close friend.
your birthdays this Sunday,
nothing will be funny.
I dedicate that day to you,
you are my shinning star,
at least i know,
that when i shut my eyes,
i can just cry.
id like to praise your mom for her strength,
i dont know how shes made it,
but what i do know,
is that right now you are walking with angels in heaven.
Those angels will carry you,
they will show you to our thoughts and prayers,
our life wont be the the same,
without the words of your name.
I'm sure that when i die,
your the first person I will see,
because right now the angels in heaven are taking you away.
they take you far, far, away to meet the God above.
Have fun up there,
but always remember,
your spirit is always in our hearts with lots of love.
-one of my really good friends Shane passed away about a month ago. I can not deal with it and any time someone brings up his name i start to cry. I know he is in a better place right now, but I just cant let him go. His birthday is this Sunday, so please just do me a favor and pray to him and say happy birthday....thank you so much. I just wish I could've said goodbye, i think thats why I cant let go.