A part of me has died today...

A part of me has died today,
and I know i won\'t get it back.
My will to go on has halted and Now my mind seems so out of whack.
You see i Lost the girl i love today,
Agian she never wants to speak.
To hear these words from her,
I was torn So incredibly...

I admit that I deserved losin her,
but i should have been to be able to keep her as a friend..
Without her in my life,
I wonder how will my heart mend?

She was such a big part of me....
the other half of my heart...
With out here with me,
where do i dare start?

My mind\'s not thinking clearly,
My hearts not saying no.
It\'s telling me to keep fighting,
That there\'s no option of letting go.....

But I know if i don\'t let her be,
My heart will never learn to be free.

That with every call i make,
I solidify my fate.
That the more i push and the more i try the farther away she\'ll begin to fly.

A Part of me has died today....
I don\'t know if i\'ll be able to go on....
But for now i fight and try to hold my own and let go of the one for who i Long...