My fate has arrived

I'm getting cold
How can this be for I am not old
My blood feels like ice through my veins

I can see you lord and your heavenly face
I know your there lord I can feel your grace

And now my fate has arrived
For 14 years I have survived
And no day is as great as this

How is this so
That on this day I must go
Maybe tomorrow or next year
This is the day that I have feared

It's judegement day
And there is no shiny gates
That is what I dreamed of seeing
But as long as i'm in heaven with all well being

Is it possible that my destiny is this
If my destiny is to see my family and friends mourn then so be it

Because they must know that I will watch from heaven as a guidance from above like an angel sending down her love

I must go now since this is the day my fate has arrived and in your heart I will survive!!